DISCLAIMER:

This journal is LOOSELY based on my beliefs and most of the events are fictional. The view points in the Journals POORLY reflects my own views on life, or anything else for that matter.
If you get offended... GET OVER IT. This isn't real. Just stories in my head.

Do you ever feel like, no matter what you do to try and make something happen, everything you've ever hoped you'd be - will never be? That your dreams are just dreams you'll never acheive no matter how small and insignificant they are? That no matter what path you take in life, it's the wrong one?

Do you ever feel like you're destined for failure?

You're a perpetual disaster, you'll never amount to anything.

Keep thinking you're ok. Keep believing your future does not lay in your own hands. You're just setting yourself up for a longer tumble down Mt. Oblivious, straight into the rocky Valley of Reality.

Your actions may be brought about entirely by what you decide to do, your destiny is NOT pre-determined.

Can you hontestly believe that something as shitty as your life was someone else's fault?

You have no one to blame but yourself for the path your life takes. You have no fault to assign to anyone but yourself when you feel life is just too fucked up to continue.

You can control when to end it.

. . . or can you?

_{[to be continued]}

If you seriously still think all of this is real, then you shouldn't be reading my crazy journals.
This account's journals are STRICTLY for fun, not meant to offend anyone. Just a release of my inward thoughts outside of poetry and my writing account.
Good Day to you all